A Holy Week reflection from the ashes of California’s wildfires
‘How can one explain to another …?’
EDITOR’s NOTE: In the wake of the devastating California wildfires this year, we have heard from many readers nationwide about the traumas suffered by tens of thousands of families. Congregations coast to coast have prayed for these families week after week. And folks keep asking: How can anyone rebuild after such a loss? So, for Holy Week 2025, we asked author Jonathan Grimm to write the following meditation on how he and his family are grappling with the aftermath of losing their home in the fires that destroyed 16,000 structures. Jonathan is an ideal “voice” on this theme because he has devoted his life to helping people. As a long-time financial counselor in southern California, he has worked several years to produce an upcoming book that encourages families to consider helping each other through looming financial crises. You can learn more about Jonathan’s work and his new book—and you can sign up for his fascinating “news feed” called simply “Grimm News”—at his home online: The Future Poor.
RE formed
By Jonathan Grimm
Is this what it is to be RE formed?
What a terrible thing to be RE formed.
The pain.
The loss.
The struggle.
The fright.
Is this the discovery of something new that required what was to be undone?
One facing new life has but one direction to go—forward.
One facing new life has no further plans of their own.
One facing new life cannot turn around to see what is now no more.
This is what it is to bear a cross.
Is this the challenge of the rebuke to be still and to know?
To lose all that you might find all—be woken up to life from the place of already being alive?
Is this why few find this because to be RE formed is a challenge you would not wish upon your enemy?
Is this how fire refines?
To be left with nothing. To be left only with self—a new self and yet your self.
Perhaps being RE formed is not actually a choice because it is beyond us to actually make this decision.
It is never your choice. It is in the hands of another beginning anew—possessing nothing.
Giving all you have away is something beyond an act of will though it is asked of you.
No, demanded of you. You have no demand that is too great when the demand is left as your singular option.
There is a freedom from and a freedom towards. Is the freedom fire brings that of having nothing, possessing nothing and having no options?
Is this the freedom for which we have been set free?
What is it to be only days into your new self, an infant, and to look back at half a lifetime that was you?
Does it really take the suspension of all that is good and right and safe for this to be true?
Absolutely. For how can one explain to another what lives outside the realm of our understanding of what is right and good and safe.
Is this what it means to ask only for today?
Will tomorrow really take care of itself when you have just gone through the unimaginable?
Life begins and is far off on the horizon.
This is what it is to be RE formed.
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Care to share with Jonathan?
You can learn more about Jonathan’s work and his new book—and you can sign up for his fascinating “news feed” called simply “Grimm News” at his home online: The Future Poor.
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